Yamae Book

May 29, 2021

Regretting false raids

May 29, 2021 • Rants label

I tricked Blitz and i'm neither proud of it nor feel bad for it.

He fell for it and everyone one of my alternative accounts I even gave him an entire confession but he literally just pushed it away and said it was a waste of his time.
It was more waste of a time being friends with him, Tortlandia, Tyman1116 and everyone else in the alliance.
I hope him and 67 empire members don't find me, I wish to never see them ever again.
I should've known since the first time I made a fake raid with alternative emails.
Then only in the future I realized he could've made me look like a bad person for me calling myself a "hacker", So I tried telling him with another fake account😑 to never tell anyone i'm a hacker, Even though i wasn't.

I wanted to try and be friend with Temmie (Tyman1116) again but worst thing is he probably knows about me being a "hacker" and that's the reason I won't ever talk to him again because of that. Now years later I've moved on from Discord to just Twitter & YouTube, MCYTTWT got me back into Discord and I forgot that I switched my old Discord account username to my current one.

additional text added at September 17, 2021

Looking back at this note I wonder what would happen if went back to The Alliance, The 67 empires, and everything else.

They were nice and all but all the things I made up about myself will not go away.

Julian

May 29, 2021 • Homophobia label

I also hate local IRL friends, They're all homophobic, Assuming because they use 'gay' as a insult to mostly everything. It's hard getting away from them because they'll come talk to me or because i don't know another place to be.

Julian, A kid who's a liar about having color blindness and knowing 7 Languages.

When I first met Julian he was nice and was cool to hang around with he liked all of the stuff I liked and we got along really well it came crashing down during the pandemic and when I found out I was gay.

He and his friends seemed to be homophobic as by the 'gay' insult. I wish I could've cut him off. can't though because we live in the same school, the only I see him is during PE and sometimes lunch.

I sit and always will sit in the corners of the gym room and I would try to ignore him and his friends. so the people i will ignore are Julian, Julian's friend that looks like Quackity, Demarques, Julian's very tall friend

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May 29, 2021 • Homophobia label

i hate how my dad is gay but my mom is homophobic, Like I literally heard you crying over him liking men and deciding for himself. Sorry that people are being theirself.

First 6th weeks of school 😞 o no

September 17, 2021 • School label

No because I have so many unfinished assignments at school right now and I try go doing it only to leave the page because the way these teachers use the site makes it so hard to do the assignments on there.

Also in math I think I'm struggling more because I forgot how to do Algebra and I cheated in middle school math and did Algebra great, so now they put me in Algebra 1 and now I have to learn it.

And in TheatreArts I'm trying hard to hide away from a 2 minute mini show, Like he thinks my autistic self is actually going to present. And he put me with a Spanish girl who is using Google Translate to talk, and what we made can't be anywhere close to 2 minutes even if we over exaggerate it.

Overworked

May 29, 2021 • School label

I hate it when I leave assignments not done but say to myself "I'll do it when I get home" but then I procrastinate again, I'm even doing it with this! and then my late night motivation will kick in and get me to do everything, Leaving me exhausted, I just wanna be on track. {Teacher.5} has said that If you had a job and once you left something that was supposed to be due later, They fire you. So does their system is automatically fire someone if the do something late, Sure it is useful in important jobs but not the unimportant jobs.

I's been scary because i'm going ti graduate middle school, and their making it seem like high school and colleges are jobs. I just need to get it all done tonight and stay on track.

Hyper-fixation Problem

May 29, 2021 • Twitter label

I hate it when people always love to hate on the people I like I still sometimes think they are cool but when you really like something and someone else has the audacity to just do that is just annoying.

Untitled

May 29, 2021 • Twitter label

I hate when people spread tweets and posts about world problems that are going on, I'm not being against these people but giving these children anxiety by saying the have to retweet every master thread they come across and attacking them for not doing it is insane.

What if I get my stuff taken away

May 29, 2021 • TikTok label

Because of TikTok I'm really scared for when my mother or someone else takes my phone and sees what I've been liking and what's on my social media feeds

I upgraded my launcher from Pixel Launcher to Lawnchair because of this

This is also why I don't write stuff down in those real Android notebooks that I have

Public Activity Tiemline

May 29, 2021 • TikTok label

I hate it when my activity is public on social media (Example: TikTok), How that happens is that when I like a video it shows on my profile and when I just liked one of those "We Need Your Attention(Emergency Overseas)" and I go on and like more videos they might see and 5hink I don't care or i'm racist.

😒 not the licks

September 17, 2021 • TikTok label

On TikTok a trend is stealing stuff in the school stealing stuff like

• Stealing public restroom items (Soap Dispensers, Sinks, Mirrors, Toilets, Damaging stalls)
• School Decorations (Possibly) (Posters, Wet Signs)
• Teacher Supplies (Staplers, Tape Rollers, Wallets)
• Student Possessions (Phones, Backpacks)

I think where it could go too far is where it goes to teacher supplies & student possessions